Last week, I was fasting all through so never ate anything in school till I got home in the evening. I was only drinking water so that it gives me strength and I dont pass out. Apart from the fact that I lost 2kg within that period, I was also able to save my whole lunch money (about rm50) and felt active instead of heavy like I do rite now...
First thing I did today was to buy a big bottle of water, even though am not fasting I wanted to drink the whole thing before class ends at 5pm, but the sad thing is that am not home with my water now cos I forgot at the cash deposit machine while I was trying to bank in my rent money . Then during my 2hours break, I went to buy chicken rice and decided I wanted extra rice on my plate which the "abang" serving me willingly gave. I washed the food down with a cold bottle of iced lemon tea and drank my water and sat still for my 3 hrs lectures. I got a 10 minutes break and asked one of my classmate who was goin to the cafeteria to buy me chicken nuggets, and as if that was not enough I began to think of eating waffle after class. Since I couldnt resist the temptation, I went straight there after class and she smiled at me "chocolate and peanut butter?" I smiled back and gave her a nod to say thatz actually the waffle flavor I want, then I payed the money (rm2.50) and stopped a taxi to go home.
As I ate my waffle in the car on my way home, I reflected back on all the things I have consumed and that voice came back "stop eating junk Nanko, loose that weight cos I want u to luk gud" the warning voice of my sweet dad. Thank God he's not here cos then I would have felt worse, but the truth is I have had too much to eat today and am not even ok yet cos I still want to eat noodles before I read and retire to bed. I definitely wont look at my weighing scale today cos am sure I have added the 2kg that I managed to lose in 1 week within just a day.
I have to stop, I must stop else obesity will be staring me rite in the face soon, sooner, soonest.
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